| Because I've lost you when I thought it would be forever.
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| it's getting perilously difficult to open myself up to you.
Reality check:
This is not a time to lose people you love, please.
cuz' the sensibility of losing someone important is simply too painful.
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| I get the feeling of not surviving the toothsome yet bitter love around me.
As if, I'm something not worth feeling for.
And barely enough to make it there.
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The sentence is so cloudlessly bright, clear and precise.
I cannot help but cry as I read through each and every word @ pollyannamillar. 4H meant so much, more than what I had experienced through 2A. The realm at 4H lies in every characteristic each individual plays. Like a jigsaw, and somehow resembling atoms, there seems to be an intangible forces pulling us together even though we're generally different from the start. The interesting thing about 4H is even with cliques existing, everyone is able to mix around easily. You guys made lessons so much more interesting, bearing significance more than just going through the motion. Every morning and lesson will not be the same anymore. I remember pulling myself awake as I struggled through the long flight of stairs to 3H. I remember the childish chaos of the boys with TauPok, LON, PSP. I remember the best answer of the 09; "the answer has to be C since since option A, B and D are wrong". I remember the all-tensed-up atmosphere during history lesson, embracing every complaint we had about the wayward eating behavior, giving each other hi-five when we haven't done homework together. I remember every uproar as we stood in unison against Secret Ally. Thank you 4H for allowing two years to pass like a breeze because you guys were there to chase away the rainy weather.
Gila gila gila how I wish we could gila on ever~ I know it has only been few months that we sat together as a group but I'm really glad I have you guys around. You guys are the sweetest remedy I can exchange during monday blues, dejections and upside down moments. I will remember muxin's weird way of pronouncing 'bomb' as 'boom', vicky being the sleepy head, qiaowei's funny laughter, valerie's ultimate stare at frederick to stop his kpness and frederick's niaoning skills. I know we are all heading different paths and may not have much time for each other next year, but I wanna let you guys know how important you meant to me and I love the 5 of you downright from my heart.
I don't want a reenactment of year 2 to happen again and I'm more than just afraid that saying goodbye to 4H will drift us four apart. During my loss for someone who mattered so much and EOY which definitely set me crazy, thanks for cheering me up, telling me to move on and be brave to dare to dream. Just bear in mind that whatever happens, I'm always there. Yes, Sister Chew's power will overcome everything!
Every lunch/recess was fun because you guys were there :) We must really meet up often alright!! (L)
Hi jojo thanks for supporting me throughout my whole emo tunnel!! Don't worry about next year we can always meet up! (L) kill all nasty people on the planet!
MY JIAHAO YUE YUAN FAN!!!~~~ I will remember how long I took to differentiate you two! Will have in mind what both of you always say to me, to have faith and belief in things that they will turn out fine. Thanks lovelies!
Fish Food Gang hahahaha I think somebody came up with this name because I couldn rmb who brought the sour preserved thing to sch and shared among us! It was memorable time with you guys because this was the period I became closer with 4H. (L)
OH cacty hahahahaha i still remembered Frederick really bought vicky and I cactus during valentine day 08! and he actually watered the cactus till it swelled and died :( Really had a great time with vicky as tablemate and cute little immature boys Fred and Yongzhi in front. (L)
ALBUM COVER~ I miss seafood harvest with you all~~~~~~~~ Shall we catch up someday!! I STILL REMEMBER THE 3 BUCKS NEOPRINT! (L)
SEE YOU NEXT WEEK 4H ILY~
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